Not exactly what I expected to be dealing with...
2:28 p.m. - 2005-08-20
Things have gotten somewhat worse with J. The status of our relationship is totally up in the air. We're going to take a break and then spend some time together with no implied anything to see if we can get to know each other again and figure out what we want. ANYWAY, the point here is that when I'm sad/depressed, I don't want to eat. All I had had today until just now was a few spoonfuls of yogurt and a bite of doughnut. I finally just made myself eat an apple because my body was CLEARLY telling me it was hungry. So it's good that I got that down. But ugh. I don't like this. I expected this diary to be about trying to eat less, not trying to eat more!
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